Maybe I should write this in English， too...
so that I won’t forget how to use it.
It’s really comfortable to stay in the place where I was born and grew up.
I feel I’m protected here surrounded by the people who can
accept me and look at me in really a positibe way.
Alex used to say， "Even if you think you are not homesick
at all right now， you’ll find how much you missed your home
once you go back there." Seems like he was right.
All the negative feeling that used to obsess me when I was in America，
including hate and jealous， has now gone.
I feel so good. Of course I was happy in America too， but
here I found different happiness and I needed it.
Now I can recharge my energy before going back to America.
Anyway， Japan is now in the Bon time， so I visited my
ancestors’ tomb today. My mom had already come here
before， put flowers and cleaned the tomb...so all I had to do was
just put the incense and pray. I prayed for their bless on me
so that I can study hard again and my English skill would improve.
Then， I went to the bookstore located in front of the highschool
where I used to go and read some magazines. (didn’t buy anything)
And I went back to my house， watching around the street
I’m familiar with....my hometown is obviously going downhill.
Many stores have already closed down...a little bit sad to see.
My brother said it’s nice though， because new stores open
in the places where old ones left. Well， he likes new things.
And I’m a kind of person who become sad about things change so fast.
About old things go collapsed.
By the way， my family had bought a doll which speaks many
kinds of words depending on time or situations.
I was playing with that doll today. If I push its hands
or pet its head， it gives back words or sing songs. cute.
My mom said she bought it right after I went to America.
Well， they really love me. I’m such a happy girl born into a nice
family like this.
so that I won’t forget how to use it.
It’s really comfortable to stay in the place where I was born and grew up.
I feel I’m protected here surrounded by the people who can
accept me and look at me in really a positibe way.
Alex used to say， "Even if you think you are not homesick
at all right now， you’ll find how much you missed your home
once you go back there." Seems like he was right.
All the negative feeling that used to obsess me when I was in America，
including hate and jealous， has now gone.
I feel so good. Of course I was happy in America too， but
here I found different happiness and I needed it.
Now I can recharge my energy before going back to America.
Anyway， Japan is now in the Bon time， so I visited my
ancestors’ tomb today. My mom had already come here
before， put flowers and cleaned the tomb...so all I had to do was
just put the incense and pray. I prayed for their bless on me
so that I can study hard again and my English skill would improve.
Then， I went to the bookstore located in front of the highschool
where I used to go and read some magazines. (didn’t buy anything)
And I went back to my house， watching around the street
I’m familiar with....my hometown is obviously going downhill.
Many stores have already closed down...a little bit sad to see.
My brother said it’s nice though， because new stores open
in the places where old ones left. Well， he likes new things.
And I’m a kind of person who become sad about things change so fast.
About old things go collapsed.
By the way， my family had bought a doll which speaks many
kinds of words depending on time or situations.
I was playing with that doll today. If I push its hands
or pet its head， it gives back words or sing songs. cute.
My mom said she bought it right after I went to America.
Well， they really love me. I’m such a happy girl born into a nice
family like this.
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